the definition of a golden shot is "an intentional, lethal dose of heroin, can refer to other downers but most likely heroin
guy 1: hey man can i get some heroin?
guy 2: hell no yo wrist is all cut up
guy 1: so?
guy 2: i ain't givin you no golden shot"
-http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=golden%20shot
heroin is illegal, in most countries. you'd need some contacts to drug dealers who might supply you with stuff of this kind. okay, one contact is enough. 75-375mg is the dose for a fatal injection for a first-timeer. if you've taken heroin before, you'll need more. how much more? that's what you should know better than me.
besides this hard to get opioid, there's others that circulate within the world of medicine.
sufentanil "is a powerful synthetic opioid analgesic drug, approximately 5 to 10 times more potent than its (already very potent) analog, fentanyl, and 400 to 1000 times as potent as morphine“
-http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sufentanil
injecting this plus midazolam has been shown to end fatal
-http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/2521891
but what is the lethal dose? the minimum of morphine you'd need is 200mg (of pure stuff), which is to say, you might need more. sufentanil is supposed to be at least 400 times as potent, which is to say, it could be more potent. it would follow (200mg/400 = 1mg/2) you'd need 0.5mg, but you might aswell need more, or you might even die with less.
so how much liquid do you need to inject? there's ampullae with 2ml or 5ml or 10ml or 20ml total content, of which 5ug (0.005mg) or 10ug (0.01mg) or 50ug (0.05mg) is the amount of sufentanil per ml. meaning, a 2ml ampulla with 50ug/ml has a total of 100ug (0.1mg) sufentanil. that's not enough. you'd need the 10ml ampulla, in the 50ug/ml version, and inject it all, 'cause that's just about 0.5mg sufentanil, and you'd possibly want to inject even more (the midazolam). that's a lot of injecting that's to be done. a conventional syringe has room for 5ml (it's really 6ml, but you're not supposed to fill it up completely) liquid. you'd have to use 2 syringes. eg. one for the left arm (or leg) and the other for the right.
it appears there's fentanyl ampullae with 0.5mg fentanyl. that's five times the concentration of sufentanil in sufentanil ampullae. fentanyl is supposed to be 5-10 times weaker, so... they might be less effective after all. but 10ml can still be lethal. if possible, mix fantanyl also with midazolam. or drink alcohol, it's supposed to enhance the deadliness of opioids. these 2 are among the most powerful painkillers legally available. getting a
prescription will be difficult, because there's plenty of alternatives that when prescibed will not arrive at the opportune moment to aid people in suicidal moods in getting some definite rest from life... and therefore preferred by doctors. however, maybe you'll find one who's empathetic to your situation. in Belgium the doctors even perform euthanasia via injection for people who claim they don't feel comfortable with their body and can't stand living in their physical shell anymore.
-https://www.google.de/url?
sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=9&cad=rja&ved=0CHAQFjAI&url=http%3A%2F
%2Fwww.telegraph.co.uk%2Fnews%2Fworldnews%2Feurope%2Fbelgium%2F10346616%2FBelgiankilled-
by-euthanasia-after-a-botched-sex-changeoperation.
html&ei=CCB8UsnNC8LetAbdk4DABw&usg=AFQjCNGNWFPh5P3psoD4KyLinSwRlKb_jw
&bvm=bv.56146854,d.Yms
or maybe you suffer from chronic pain, and already are on painkillers. you can then ask for sth stronger. or maybe you are on holiday in Mexico/China/Southeast Asia, you could possibly get them prescriptionfree
there. but then you could also get heroin there, if heroin/sufentanil/fentanyl is out of reach, there's one more option.
people who suffer from diabetes take insulin injections. they are prescription free in Canada, you can import it from a pharmacy there.
-http://www.northwestpharmacy.com/Insulin/Cheap-Insulin.html
or just go to any pharmacy in your country, and lie. say you're a freshly arrived expat, or a world traveller, who's run out of reserves, you need a new supply urgently. unlike where opioids are asked for, where you're not really in a position to demand a specific one, in a case of diabetes there's only insulin that prevents you from collapsing. the pharmacist can't persuade you to take sth less dangerous instead. and you probably won't be told to just go away, because without new supply, if you really were diabetic, you'd soon do
collapse.
what you're looking for are ampullae/vials with an IU (international unit) of 100, as opposed to 40. these stand for the concentrations. IU100 is the maximum/stringest that's being sold, IU40 is the minimum/weakest.
needles from insulin pens are apparently so thin that you (in the best case scenario) don't feel anything. in any case, they offer less painful injections than the conventional syringe-needle combo does. but they only store 3ml. and are much more expensive. You also don't inject into your veins (intravenously), but into your skin (subcutaneously). the lethal dose of insulin is IU400-900
-http://curriculum.toxicology.wikispaces.net/2.1.7.1.1+Insulin
IU360 can suffice, if you're old/weak & diabetic
-http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-wales-south-east-wales-13625168
that would be 4-9ml out of the 10ml IU100 ampulla. you'd be required to recharge the insulin pen 2 times al minimo. or to buy 3 of them. i've seen some claims that, suicide via insulin overdose isn't such a good choice for non-diabetics. it might not work as well. there's some truth in this. but it did work this 17 year young Charlotte Wasey, who certainly managed to die by injecting her mother's medication.
-http://yourlocalguardian.co.uk/news/9494698.Student_died_after_taking_overdose_of_mum___s_insulin/
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a non-diabetic man, however, comatose on IU16000, was brought into a hospital and rescued. "the presented patient who injected himself with the total dose 16,000 units of insulin is considered to be the first patient in the world who survived with such a massive dose of insulin."
-http://www.thaiscience.info/journals/Article/Attempted%20suicide%20by%20massive%20insulin
%20injection%20a%20case%20report%20and%20review%20of%20the%20literature.pdf
death doesn't occur immediately. you first will fall into a coma, from which you can be brought back if medics interfere. that's true for diabetics as well as for non-diabetics. the report above, about someone surving even such a large dose must be considered within the complete context. he didn't absorb the insulin just like that all by himself, meds helpt to clean up his body.
similar to freezing yourself, which makes you fall asleep first, but the dying process itself takes days, and can be disrupted from outside, you'll face the same risk factor here. if you opt for the insulin method, make sure you'll do it in a place where there won't be anyone else... for the next couple of days. most fatalities occur with doses between IU1000 and IU3000, or so is the estimation circulating on the web. if you'd inject 1 pen into your left arm (e.g. 1.5ml into your forearm, the remaining 1.5ml into your upper arm) and the next pen into your right arm. the 3rd pen into the left thigh, then the right thigh. another one into your hips/butt, on one side, then pen nr.6 on the the other side, you'd arrive at 6x3ml … or IU1800. you'd be in the range that's
most promising. you'd also have distributed the needle pricks all over your body, which appears to me to be least painful. "the period from injection of an overdose of insulin to irreversible brain damage is frequently about 7 hours"
-http://curriculum.toxicology.wikispaces.net/2.1.7.1.1+Insulin
just like it is the case with opioid overdoses, it's seems a wise idea to mix insulin with something else/e.g. a supplementary potentially fatal overdose of some sorts. or carbon monoxide. no, i ain't givin you no golden shot, you'd need to add sth extra to it yourself.
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